The Healing at the Pool of Bethesda 

Do you want to be healed?

He cannot walk. There are no wheelchairs. The pool is not ADA compliant. There is only the mercy of others. Perhaps family members carry him to the Bethesda pool in the morning, and pick him up at evening. The charity of others may come to this house of mercy with a few coins or bread to share. Day after day, year after year, he shares stories with those who suffer alongside hoping to win the angelic healing lottery one day.

But this is his lucky day! The Son of God enters that jail cell and asks, "Do you want to be healed?" God doesn't ask us questions because he lacks information. The question is a gift to lead our thoughts in the right direction. Possibly the healing brings with it a price that should be considered. Lets try to unpack this question by asking it in a different way. 

"Do you want to leave all of your dependencies? Do you want to work all day? Do you want to leave behind all excuses and take on the full responsibility of life? Many of our desperate prayers to God have a price in their answer. This Scripture can apply not only to those with physical disabilities, but all of our emotional and spiritual ones as well. Jesus asks us all, "Wilt thou be made whole?" Do you really want the new and harder job, or is it more convenient to complain about money? Do you want to leave loneliness behind, and take on the joy and responsibility of a relationship with a person who will heal the isolation, but also force us to altar our selfish lifestyle? 

There are the many stories of alcoholics whose enduring spouses lived years hoping for change. But surprisingly when the alcoholics were healed by turning their lives over to God through A.A and the 12 Steps, many of their spouses experienced a crash of their own. They built their lives around the dysfunction, how do they live without it? No more can they blame their own mood swings on someone else, the co-dependent must now accept that they too are a sinner, and have their own character defects to overcome. Alanon was formed by the spouses of Alcoholics and now exists for anyone who is suffering from dealing with an alcoholic.

When we ask God for healing in any area of our lives, we are really asking for bigger problems to solve. A 10 year old boy might solve the need for a newspaper on the front step in the morning. Hopefully when he is 30 he is solving bigger problems, like how to provide for a family. And solving bigger problems, brings bigger joy. Let's ask God to challenge us, to help us to take up our mats, burn our bridges of dependency and walk forward solving greater and greater problems for as many people as He allows, for as long as He allows.

Yes Lord, I want to be healed!